Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Sunday, December 31, 2006
6:33 PM

ytd night was new year night and i stayed up to 3 am but i was hurried to slp by my grandma which i had to obey .... but last night was really fun as we joined in da countdown as we played mahjong and i was very happy cuz i won $14 from them and tis means a good start to da new year Yippe and anyway juz wanna say happy new year everybody and i <3 u ppl^^

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6:22 PM

hahas ok DeATh NoTe 2 is one very troublesome movie...i actually ask several pri school ppl to watch but since they nvr reply i decided to watch wif da following brothers:: Ivan,Qc,EriC,BrAndon,Jun XiAng and ShAwn..

We went to cineleisure to watch and after da movie we went all da way to marina to bowl ^^

da first 2 games were not good for mi but da last 2 were magnificent as i scored 119 and 107 respectively after tat since Eric, Brandon ,Shawn have to leave early, qc, ivan and i stayed for da last game which jun xiang didnt join in... after our game we decided to go to chinatown and juz hav fun but jun xiang decided not to join us as he is a vegetarian and has limited food choices... but anyway ivan, qc and i settled down at " Da Pai Dang " which is a string of roadside stalls which were meant to be a tourist attraction thus da food there is quite ex...

after our dinner, qc and i were suffering from leg aches but ivan was still as lively as ever so we went walking around and around and without knowin so 2 hrs past... after tat we decided to accompany qc home at his MRT stop which was at hougang then we took da train to hougang and took back to douby gauht then after tat we took to marina b4 alighting at our repective stops it was a very very fun day cuz i nvr imagine ourselves sitting down at chinatown and enjoyin our dinner but anyway everything was fun tat day thx guys for letting mi hav soooo much fun ^^

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
5:14 AM





haha today i went to watch da curse of da golden flower wif ivan....good movie but bad weather....we met up at bout 1pm then after tat we hurried to Bugis Junction to watch da movie...after da movie we went to bugis street then to da national library where we sat there and got some rest...after tat we went home...sry bout tis short post but we seriously had lotsa fun^^

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Sunday, December 24, 2006
6:03 PM

















hahas today i had nuthin to do so i decided to share some wallpapers i found at photobucket.com

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Thursday, December 21, 2006
4:25 AM

Today was da day da p6 posting results are released.... mi and my pri school frens decided to go back to KCS to look at our juniors and visit some teachers aso...glad tat i found 2 juniors le..

Anyway sand,lydia,yee ee,yichin,yong chuan,yong cai,kit fong,jun jie and mi arrived at very diff times... though we were surpose to meet at 10 which is wat yong cai said but he arrived da last..

i was da third to arrive and played table tennis wif yong chuan and jun jie...after tat i called sand.. which i deeply regretted cuz she complained i rushed her here and no others gals reach yet...i thot lydia wuld come wif her...so sry hor sand...

after tat hee ai and jiao jie were unable to make it due to some dumb reasons...but anyway...after sand arrived...we went over to da 6.6 pupils which was aso our EX class then we mixed around wif few of them...after tat ppl slowly arrive and tat yong cai was da latest again..zzz so sianz..always so late...

so after tat da p6 got their results then after tat we decided to visit manda lui at her working place...da MAC which we aso had our lunch there...

on da way there...many things happened.. i was walking beside sand and lee when yee ee suddenly leaned towards mi...WTF so gay...i immediately move back and almost cuz him to fall...then after tat he went so close to sand that their heads were juz 4cm apart...then when sand realise that she aso move away...zzz wats wif yee ee...as gay as usual... then after tat we had our lunch at Mac...

After our lunch...we didnt noe wat to do...cuz lee nids to go to school for CCA then i noe sand sure feel darn sian cuz she only gal...so i suggested sumthin dumb..."we go bugis street"
Sand and lee immediately reacted and say if go bugis then lee will skip her cca but i noe tat sure some of da guys dun wanna go de but mi and yong cai wanted to go....after much discussion...sand said she was tired and lee said she beta go school then we bid them farewell but really sry cuz u didnt enjoyed da gathering today...

after tat we went to CRC and played CS, i was noob at CS cuz i am used to CZ but anyway still got not a bad score...after tat we went yichin hse and played soccer where i fell real hard on my ass and sprained my wrists and heels and almost broke my back...after tat we juz went to hav dinner and went home...now i am typing wif my barely movable fingers...

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
6:25 AM

hahas today was a darn day....rained from last nite till now and still goin....hahas wonder how Sand and manda"s BBQ gonna ever get started..hahas...
anyway...tis is my 5th blogskin le...since 2 months....now getting da hang of it le...but still dunno which one nicer so in da end i end up wif tis cute blogskin of cute versions of hitsugaya and byakuya, they are characters of da anime bleach which i am currently on...pls leave a tag commenting on tis blogskin...might not be nice to everyone of u ppl thx^^ =>

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Monday, December 18, 2006
8:34 PM

>> Ivan is back in Singapore le...but he haven update mi on wat he did in HongKong so i juz hav to wait for him to tell mi so..


>>To my 2 god-sisters..Miranda and Manda, sry tat ur pet hamster Biboo died...

[+ ReSt In PeAcE +]

{ BiBoo }

>>2 more days to our return to KCS to teach those dumb p6's a darn hard lesson...

>>2day goin 2 finish all Chi hw and 2moro gonna finish all maths de...chiong BA

>>Christmas is comin soon...so i guess u ppl noe wat to do...i will do my part to...

>>DunNo wheTher to Go WaTch [** DeAth NoTe 2 **] wif Pri FrEns or wif IvaN and WeIyong...hArd decision..

>>Currently finished all available episodes of [ ~BLeach~ ] and [** DeaTh NoTe **] pls come out soon and kenzo...when school start lend mi book 35 for NaRutO kaes? Thx^^

>>now lets put our hands cross our shoulders and shout: bwahahahaha ( for bleach fans only )

So...nutHin elSe le...JuZ hope tat sumthiN Good will HaPPen soOn~~~HmmHmm~~~ =>

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Sunday, December 17, 2006
4:03 AM

Ivan u set off to hongkong last sunday...then and he met siang yee at de airport as i had guessed...hoped u ppl meet at HongKong too^^

zzz...but Ivan after u went to HongKong i so darn bored...nobody to tok to...then somemore darn sianz...when u coming back?? is it today?? cuz i heard u goin for a week...

but anyway i juz made tis post for fun out of sianzness and Ivan come back soon Kaes?? and tell mi bout ur trip to HongKong whether it is dun or wat kaes?? hahas^^

Hope Ivan and Siang Yee Will find each other someday...

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
9:17 AM







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8:08 AM

wa..today had a darn fun dae at east coast...and i start from myself waking up in da mornin...

i woke up in da morning and went to bathe b4 changing into my school u to go school for some lousy meeting which was pratically useless as i expected....then after tat at 12.20 i went to take bus to meet sand,lydia,manda lui,manda soh,wen jiao and hee ai......when we were there i was feeling so weird cuz they were all laughing their heads off and i was standing next to them...w8ting for tat darn yong cai...always late de..then jason was aso unable to make it cuz of some reasons...after tat bren called...say he wanna go buy his new RIPCURL flip flops b4 meetin us...then he ask mi how to go east coast...then i told him...take bus 31 till parkway parade and walk underpass...then he say.."har...i walk from somerset to heeren then back to toa payoh then to east coast...i very sian leh..." then in da end he didnt go...but i not angry wif him cuz he must be sian travelling by himself.....at tat time we were on da bus le...then we were making so much noise lar....then after tat yong cai was back to his act cool way of being a social moron...some dumb name he calls wat he is acting as...after we alight...we went to da nearest bubble tea shop and yong cai led the others there first while i stayed wif da mandas hu treat mi to a drink^^....after that we walked to east coast to find out that lydia phone dropped into da sea( juz lyk jun xiang de...) then she was OMGING lar..lolz...after tat we went to ride bike and darn..i fell twice...da dumb gear...keep auto changing itself...but though i fell twice...but no cuts nor injuries...we went on riding and riding till we met tis straight road...and yong cai was showing off by clapping his hand while riding...(showing off he can freehand-ride), then sand and lydia was lyk...hey KK u aso can de rite? then i say..erm...today darn suay...might fall... then as soon as i finished tat sentence...da gear auto changed again...then i was lyk almost falling but managed to hang on...but then after tat managed to do freehand riding wif yong cai...and sand and lydia was asking mi to teach them...i said.." hang on wif one hand...then after tat u release the other and continue cycling...but dun eva be scared of falling until u are really to tat kinda stage of falling off" true enuf tat helped....though lydia didnt managed to learn...but sand did..(not bad huh)after tat hee ai and jiao jie were lyk whining all da way whereas Mandas were keeping much more quiet toking to each other and still having fun...after tat we cycled to tis place called da Marine parade Seafood...where we saw them lake surfing or wateva u call tat wif da conveyor belt attached to their handles...wa..darn fun..but i cant try cuz i cant swim...after tat we cycled to 7 eleven to buy drinks then yong cai was watching our bikes for us...then i was lyk filling up da super big gulp to share wif him...then i was at da counter...when sand said...erm kk bill is on u hor...then i said kaes...then te others followed and darn...i spent 10 bucks on gulps and slurpees...but nvm...they happy can le^^
after tat they went to beach and played in da water...i cant play cuz i allergic to sea water(face nia) darn sianz...i was lyk making sand balls and throwing at them lor...Yong cai was seating on da bench and he called his fren clavence to come..i dun even noe him lar...da gals was lyk..hu is tat? wats he doin here...then i was lyk...=.=''' cuz i aso dunno him lor...after tat yong cai and tat clavence guy went to buy some stuff while i accompanied da gals where they bath and i sat on a nearby funfair dinosaur^^ ...then darn sianz...they bathe darn long... and i was lyk dozing off when they came out and woke mi up...after tat sand and manda lui was complaining bout wat they very hungry...then so we hurried to take a cab to eunos da nearest MRT and we went off to PS to hav our dinner^^....when we reached there...i was lyk on da brink of falling aslp le...
ZZZ
....after tat...we went to yoshinoya to eat dinner...i finished mine second while manda lui went to buy cheesecake from LJS i was really slping le...when tat dumb lydia slapped mi rite on da hand causing mi to knocked my head against da table and tat woke mi up...then they were all lyk laughin lor..hahas^^...then YC wanted to do sumthin really disgusting...he dipped da meat balls into da black pepper sauce and put it into his mouth...after he licked off da sauce...he spit da meat ball out....(GRRR so disgustin...in front of so many ppl somemore)after tat we went to da arcade called Stars Factory where i changed 2 bucks of tokens...which was later on told to be only able to play wif games within a small area...in de end i didnt use them...dam dumb...after tat manda lui and i were obsessed wif da 4 pros playing maximum tune2 and we were lyk standing there and practically staring at them playin and discussing hu is da pro-est guy...after tat...Riwei came and fetch manda lui home and OMG...riwei is dam tao lor...i was lyk jumping up and down shoutin HI then he juz came...didnt even say hi and brought manda home...(tis is da first time we met him...he is older then us by 2 yrs) maybe becuz he is shy or wat but anyway...nvm...after tat we decided to go to da mac at toa payoh interchange to gossip as wat mi,sand and lydia did last time...but tis time...yong cai and wen jiao joined us...while manda soh gtg home....so...we sat down and we were lyk OMG da seat was heaven to us...cuz our butts are lyk so so painful...after tat YC went to get an apple pie while i chatted wif da gals...then YC came...as usual eating da apple pie in a disgusting way...then sand was sayin later he eat halfway then he might juz spit da apple out and at tat time a guy was walking pass wif a OGK bag and i directed YC eyes to it...and at tat very moment...da apple from his apple pie dropped out of da mouthful he got in his mouth...then we were lyk all laughing and making lotsa noise...then YC treated us to ice-cream...now his turn...$0.50 cones...and only sand asked for apple pie...then after tat as we were eating da ice-cream...yong cai said sumthin bout jap AV hav da gals eating da ice-cream in another kinda way and he said he wanted to show us and we immediately said no...i mean...he is disgusting....then sand and i were toking bout how we always finish da ice-cream on da top and throwing away da cone cuz da cone sux...after sand finished her apple pie...we were surprised to c da crust all over da table, her pants and da chair...then i was saying Sand...u got a hole in ur mouth?then she replied yes and i juz went along wif it...after tat...it is our time to go home...lydia took bus 238 as usual, wenjiao went to take MRT and YC,mi and sand took bus 155 cuz all three of us can take da same bus and YC said he came to join us cuz he dun wanna go home alone...geez..dumb excuse...scared of lonely then say lah...shuld hav gone home wif jiao jie wat...she lives so near to u...anyway...sand and YC alighted at da same stop and i alighted at my stop...after tat we met online and sand and i were toking bout lotsa stuff...but pity lydia cant join in cuz she is too tired...and yc is too busy toking to jason...so after all today is a nice and happy day but now..i am so darn broke...

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6:39 AM

Yesterday had a very fun day at east coast, me, ivan, yong khang , shawn, richie and harry met up at 9am to shop for things at NTUC, then we pushed da trolleys back to school..dam funny every body was watching us and i was wearing uniform...hahas...after tat we waited for everybody to come b4 we set off to east coast...Upon reaching there...Ivan,Qc, Jon.L, Yong Khang and mi went to rent bikes to cycle..halfway through my cycling i went to play soccer wif them...but we still lost..anway...after tat we went back to hav pizza...after one slice i felt so full that i went cycling to call the others back and that was when i learned how to free-hand cycle..dam lotsa fun..wanted to do tat for long time le..when i went back...we still had 2 pizzas left...then cuz it was raining...ppl from the next pit came over to da shelter...then there is tis gal from the other pit exclaiming" Wa how come got pizza de..." then they stared at mi and i stared back...then we all laugh...cuz she dunno da pizzas were ours..but nvm...after tat we went to play another round of soccer...which was not fun at all...10min into da game..i had serious leg cramps on both legs...cuzing mi to sit down and do nuthin..zzzzzzzzzzz....after tat when i recovered...though scored some goals but still lost...next we went swimming in da sea...which was not fun...soon i had leg cramps again and had to go to shore..zzzzzzzzzzz.....but worse part was i had to walk a distance bout 800m to the next toilet..zzzzzzz.....then after i bath...had to walk another 800m back...i was dam tired le..next we went to play cards b4 we started the fire...once da fire started i went over to help harrison...we fanned and fanned and fanned till finally there was fire...brian keep adding lotsa starters which spoiled da thing...and he was anooying all of us...Shi zhe, Xindi, Jun Xiang, Eric all helped out too...once da fire was ready we started cookin...as usual i cook da chicken wings and dammit those ppl hu keep asking for chicken wings...curse them lar...all so kan chiong go cook themselves lar...at least ppl lyk jon cheung, youzhe and shi zhe kept helping mi fan for their chicken wings...while te others keep asking and asking...curse u all lar....then after tat ppl played chess and still wan us to serve them..What the Hell lar...u ppl do nuthin then still wan us serve u...i mean teachers it is okay,,...but u ppl are not...then i went to wrote stuff on da beach writing da 5 of us...Qc,Eric,Kenzo,Jon.L and KK and we named ourselves {Maryfy} Mary us...haha...after tat we popped sparkling wine wif teachers...dam fun...then after tat i went to scare ppl wif Little Ding...Mrs DIng son...wearing da Osama mask Wooshua brought...dam funny...we went over to da next pit and they were all shouting"SOOOOOOOOOOO Cuteeeeee" haha...then i brought him away...haiz...after tat we went to take photos wif da teachers and i asked Mr Teo "Mr Teo..i wanna ask u a ques...u must answer mi truthfully...are u together wif Miss Thian?" then he said " Kk, i dare u go ask Miss Thain tis ques...then i treat u to a tub of Ben's and Jerry's" then i said " ok steady hor" and i really intend to ask her...hahas anyway...af ter that we went on taking fotos and eating till late nite then we started packing up...after that...Ivan,Harrison,Zikang,JunXiang and mi went to take a cab home haiz...dam tiring...and i am still very very pissed wif those ppl hu did nuthin but keep asking for food...Fk u all...grrrrr but still i had a good time wif da following ppl "Ivan,Harrison,Qc,Jon.L,Eric,Richie,Zikang,Wooshua,Justin,Shawn,Shi Zhe,JunXiang,Xindi,BrandonChan,YongKhang.Ms Chow,Ms Fernandez,Mrs Ding,Little Ding, Mr Teo and Mr Tey" thx to u guys hu helped made my day beta...haha^^

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