Total Eclipse of the Heart;

~~Monday, July 30, 2007~~

8:19 AM

long long time no update so now i will blog about the stupid common test week, i got back my physics class test the one i took again and i got 18/40 fail again...zzz the other i got 19/40...wat really cheered me up is when i got back my physics common test results and i passed!!! 23/40 although many suggest that i retake the test to score higher but i dunno whether shuld i take tis risk, i could fail badly ): anyway was really happy tat mr teo told me i didnt fail my maths as tat night before i had my maths test i was attending the funeral until very late and while i was doing the maths paper, my mind went blank and all the formulas juz seem to disappear..but i am glad to know tat i passed, thats all i ask for.. (:

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Wednesday, July 25, 2007~~

6:18 AM

common test week is ending soon, nuthin much except for flunkin my scripts...and tis morning i woke up at 4 to meet hong wen at 4.30 at mac to study...its so quiet in the morning...

anyway my great grandmother passed away last nite...she was 80++ years old... and i juz came back from her funeral...mixed feelings going on inside me..

tis is the first time i attended a funeral of my own family member, the last 2 were of others...i saw my grand uncles weeping and even my long lost grandad came all the way from malaysia juz to pay his last respect to his mum... dun feel lyk blogging le..i am so tired..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Thursday, July 19, 2007~~

4:20 AM

ok today took physics re test and i tink i am going to flunk it again...other then tat no big matters in sch, oh yar i flunk my maths test too, careless is the word..

after sch went to watch harry potter again wif jason, yong cai, sandra and lydia. Found out tata aaron from my pri sch, in cat high sec 1 sports class has a stead, alicia hu was one of my very close juniors in pri sch...then other junior was there " beaming light " . anyway went for the movie and we all contribute to lydia;s ticket cuz she is kinda broke and we went in to watch the show. halfway through i moved a sit away from them cuz i started coughing again, (zzz i am so weak) and i was shivering, think my body has suffered too much and hasnt recovered yet... so the movie was disappointing even though i watch it again?? i tot maybe the second time wuld be good cuz i wuld notice more details but it wasnt good at all, boos to the movie, they missed out sirius's knife and 2-way mirror, dolores umbridge is absolutely disgusting, the one hu exposed the DA is cho's fren not her, the room of requirement wasnt blast away by umbridge, hermione taught gwarp english, cho is a much cheerful person in the book then the emo one she is in the movie, they werent suppose to be able to see the kestrals and 2 person rode on one instead of one each, harry didnt reveal his dad's doing to snape through his occu lessons but from a memory of snape's. After much thinking, i still think tat there are many things that are left out or edited, but overall the animation and the graphics were still GREAT!!

after tat we went home and lydia;s bus came first. after tat smth stupid happened to me. As bus 59 came, 4 of us were getting rdy to board, and there were ppl behind us waiting to board too, but after the bus came, nobody wanted to get on and seeing that the ppl behind were angry and the bus driver was staring at us already, so i took the initiative to board first, hu noes they didnt board the bus and stood there stoning..i was lyk..omg?? wtf? wat were they thinking and doing?
i alighted at the next stop and it was a pretty dumb sight, and my pants almost dropped off while alighting cuz it was too loose. then i had to wait for them to come on the next bus, stupid dumb dumbs, but its ok cuz they kinda make up for it after tat. So overall nice day except for the physics retest and maths test part ): sobsob.. i need to study hard from now on...STUDY SESSIONS!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Tuesday, July 17, 2007~~

4:17 AM

I haven post for quite a long time again...cuz i am still recovering from my illness, i cant do too much runnin as i will start to cough lyk some ass. Anyway i gotta wish my good mate justin kor get well soon as he has dislocated his arm the second time tis week and all becuz GKY didnt come and help in time, do u even think of urself as a teacher? zzz ( he is at the hospital undergoing operation, at least tats wat i heard, hope tat he will come back soon, common test is next week )

i went to watch harry potter and it was kinda disappointing cuz i am a great fan and i had read the book 5 times le ): but tis thurs i watching it again cuz ppl wan mi to watch again and i kinda wanna watch it again..hahas anyway tis sat sry to my magic mates as i didnt go for the big magic event, 10 edition release... oh yar..i fail my physics test, nid study session!! common test next week, i dam scared...): anyway heard from long lao shi tat we only hav till next yrs march to practice 5more songs, and i think it will be very very tough for a noob lyk mi lor.. ): someone help mi ? pls?

oh yar JUNWEN needing a girlfren 98638801 call him (: his not bad looking

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Friday, July 06, 2007~~

4:48 PM

Today for once i am able to get myself outta bed ever since i got into bed 2days ago. Wed during sch i fell sick and had slight fever. when i went home i slept for around 2 hrs b4 my mum came home and brought mi to the doc and i my head was burning at 39.7 degrees. I couldnt even c properly and my throat was so sore that i cant even speak so i had to write things down to show wat i want to say. Doc didnt issue mi a blood test for dengue immediately but gave mi medicine and asked mi to rest well at home and if my fever still dun subside by sat, i would be in nid of a blood test. Goodness grace thursday was my O lvls HCL oral and i had to miss it and can only take it on monday. Tat night things didnt go well for me as i vomitted twice and i coughed so hard tat a couple of time there were traces of blood in the phelgm. On thurs morning..teachers called and my parents had to tell them bout my situation and all i could do is to lie on my bad hoping my fever would be gone soon. after slping for lyk 10 ++ hrs and with the help of the medicine my fever finally dropped to 37.4 degrees i was happy and i felt much better so i took some food and went back to slp again. Maybe it was too early to be happy as soon after i fell aslp, mty fever acted on mi again and it reached 39.6 degress again. I was aching throughout the whole night and vommiting and it wasnt any better then when i had dengue 2yrs back. same symtoms worried mi whether i was downed by the stupid mozzie again.Friday morning my fever still did not subside and i went an injection and soon after my fever was gone and all that was left was the sore throat which brought me much more pain then the fever becuz everytime i coughed, it juz hurts so much that tears start to roll. Lucky for me, my temperature didnt rise again and i had been eating strepsils lyk crazy since last night, hoping that i can at least gain a bit of my voice back for the Oral on monday. Pls wish mi all the best for my throat. Thx

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Monday, July 02, 2007~~

1:02 AM

Ok long long time no post...juz wanna sae a few words b4 i post my huge collection of pics taken over tis long period from may to july...

first major event was the performance at CHIJ (tp) i am proud of myself as i didnt screw anything up...(:

homecoming day, i had to help out in three stalls, my class, co, and library.. For deco and preparations, i did the most for CO, for planning and selling, i did the most for library, and i want to sae a really big sry to ivan and my 3-3 classmates cuz i didnt really helped out at the stall...sry ):

so enjoy the pictures below (: